Cutter blinked up at Connor, as he handed him the water and pills, he forced himself to sit up as he gratefully took them, "thank you," he said softly as he took the pills and a mouthful of water, "thank you," he said again, "for .. for this, for tonight ... I ..." he stared at Connor, falling silent as he couldn't think of the words through the pain that was in his head.

All he knew was that he missed Connor, he missed being with him and he was feeling particularly lonely right then.